In this project, I drew on the premise that humans are painful beings inspired by Emil Cioran. I have reinterpreted what I have seen and felt through various mediab in my own pictorial language by focusing on emotions. I wanted to express the lyrical beauty inherent in it by drawing various pains that humans suffer. I reconstruct the emotions I encounter through various media and translate them into my imagery language. I think the work of absorbing various emotions from the media into my emotions and melting them into the drawing is similar to the work of an actor acting. Among those emotions, I decided to absorb dark emotions and focus on drawing, and for this reason, I decided to use a dry medium. Charcoal is an attractive material to emphasize the dark atmosphere. I focus on using emotions in keywords such as helpless, desperate, despair, sadness and lingering as materials and work on using them as visual languages. Through this, I get inspiration and feel that the healing process proceeds contradictory inside.